I Love you

Dear Janice ,

When you felt lonely, I was there, I watched you seek happiness and company in places you would never find even an atom of it. I guess my love for you was weak then. I watched you turn from happy to depressed I watched you be it in a pool, a puddle, a tinted window or even a mirror you were my everything I was your nothing yet I was part of you and you were my world. Whatever you were thinking looking for happiness away from me guess it's the crazy in us. But boy did you face hopelessness and depression I watched in pity as you starved me.

You soon discovered me and I watched you turn from warm to cold, ice cold my oh my. You did this to protect me once you  realised you had to stop torturing me. It was in this solitude that you saved you....yourself the pain left as the scars faded you felt lost you didn't know who or where to identify with. My love it was time for me to take care of you. I led the way to joy and serenity. I led you to the prayer mat more often,led you to the library to quench your thirst of knowledge I showed you exactly who you were and you finally realised Me and you were a team. We are the only ones we could control we are each others hope and peace. We are all we've got and were are gonna fight till the end because we are going to win.
All those heartbreaks we went through it's cause we thought we could always control everything but we can't we can only do so much. These aint scars you're a tiger who earned her strips.  Falling in love with ourselves over and over is what we must do ♡

Yours loving
Your heart and soul